Well it's been a few years, I still haven't improved my writing skills however a lot has changed. Now my kids are teenagers and everything is changing again. I am left feeling breathless some days as I try to move along with these changes. Some days I'm controlling, other days I go inside myself wishing I was a turtle. For everything I know and have experienced nothing can prepare you for being a parent.
It's interesting how many people have opinions about this, some of these people don't even have kids others are still in the toddler stage. I have been guilty of being this person prior to having children.
Plain and simple I am tired and want peace and to feel centered. What I do know unequivocally is that regardless of what other people are doing I can only really look after myself.
